Dedications!(part 1)

first of all classmates:
1) tan yin suan---hello buddyyy...omg 3 years zooom so fast!rmb u told me that you were like shock to know that i was ur classmate,hahaha i know im scary but see now im your buddy leh!rmbing in sec 2..siting introduce u me as the 'curtain-hair-girl'haha thats how i know u,and it was when i was on duty,so i didnt bother about you..hahaha..right then sec 3 first day of school,ms ong told me to sit with you,and i rmb the place..its at the window row 3..in front of us was sihui and audrey,and always when they sleep we would take photos of them.and and when we had food the dustbin was like so FAR away from us so we had a nearby dustbin right?!and moving on, 301 was downstair and they say they always hear"pak"sound..hahah u know whats that?the flying drink rmb??hahah then chee ying will come and ask"eh what ur doing upstair huh?"hahha then toilet breaks!rmb we always walk pass 304 and wave to eunice and siting?asking them to join us in the toilet..man all the teachers we made them laugh,teared and all.rmb all the fun moments..man i will really miss school after we seriously finish our o levels.i'll miss you and yes miss u even more.take care and all the best for exams budddy!love you!

2)audrey lim--hello gal!its been 3 yrs since we really became friends to awesome friends!rmbing sec 2 i always catch u and guiying for shoelace socks etc..and never did i expect that we actually became classmates and now even good friends!things are really so unpredictable. and in ssec 3 i didnt really talk to you,ok mayb like a hi and bye thing?but as days passed years passed,we are great friends now..rmb we wanted to be philosophers??hahaha we motivated each other.its been great having u in class and i really treasure all the moments we had as a class.do well for Os then we can go out and have fun tgt with the rest:)take care and all the best for the reminaing papers!love you!

3)sihui--hahha helloo i know u dam well now because u are my meet-at-bus-stop-before-going-sch-friend!hahaha pls lah u always late one lor..rmb night study starts at 630?we reach at 730 and go home at 845..and we spent more time talking!haha i enjoyed myself during the day we went to celebrate ur bday at the sg flyers!hahah awesome u know..although we are class mates for 3 years but i only started to be dam close to u like this yr?hahah and also im ur buddy for cabbing-ah?-stop-me-at-queenstown-leh..right?hahaha take care and all the best in whatever u do:)

4)simin--simin!oh my u are the classmate who has been with me for 5 yrs!we meet in sec 1 rmb?then we were like super close friends that we always talk on the phone about******hahhaha rmb???we spent time talking on the phone non stop!ahha i love talking on the phone with u!okay all the best in whatever u do okay..u are a friend i treasure too:)take care!:)

5)syazana--hahha hello,i rmb u as my VERY FIRST FRIEND in qss!and u know the first time i talked to u,i thought u were a chinese!haha its been a pleasure having u in class.although i always bully you.but deep down u are a friend i treaure too:)and sorry if i talked loud when teaching u math okay..haha u know im a loud-voice-bird in class so cant help it:)anws all the best for the future and enjoy yourself after o levels..take care:)

chinese class friends:
1)guiying--hello yingggg!!!oh my chinese class was fun right..always when we are slpy we would tell lao shi that we are not well..hahaha awesome right,i really enjoy the time in chinese with u all..and when i bully lao shi ur laugh at me and u always lend me disc to watch thks ah!!..hahahah i love you all!haha all the best okay:)take care!

2)rosabell---hello bellllllll!!!omg i love having u in chinese class because u always pronounce the words for me!and i really appreciate it..and and i love going to your house u knowww!! and and we will go out more after Os okay..cause i miss talking to you!i haven talk to u for a long time since the last day of sch!okay do your best and all the best!love ya!

3)joeylok--yo yo yo joey lok hui hui!!!hahaha i love it when u told me about the "hui hui hui ma?"then u reply"hui hui hui"hahaha its dam funny can!anws omg so fun having u in class and and who ask u act smart transfer class if not now u will be my PURE class mate!hahah omg i miss the times when we go sentosa u know!next time we go again kk!all the best!

okay i dont feel like typing anymore,if u realise the more i type the lesser the words!ahha i shall continue another day!

hello yinggg*waves hand*
omg he so dam hot right!:)))

cant wait for it to be over.

its another mundane day.
cant wait cant wait!
2 more weeks.
off to vietnam.
off to japan.
2 down,4 more to go.
i miss volleyball.

screw the dam paper.seriously,screw you,get the hell outta my life.
totally screwed.:(

let the battle begin.

Right,so today will be the first officially O level paper.i hereby wish my friends best of luck and let's just not worry,just do our best and even if the result is not what we expect,we know that we tried our best.we all come so far together,let's just all do it together and move on in the next chapter of our lives.3 more weeks and we will be free.All the best.

i have not been my usual self and i dont know why:'(
i just feel like crying,without any reasons.

i need to.

i think i need to reconsider this.either im too hard to please or u are too hard to be please.sometimes i feel that u dont even see others as one.u know how hurting it is to get some reply which is totally so hurting.so hurt that i can never explain the pain.mayb my decision some time ago was right.i dont know but i think i have given alot for this .and the thing that hurts me the most is,u totally dont understand me at all.u dont understand how i feel or how upset im.even if u ask,is there a point?no because u know i will say im alright im alright.i swear from this time onwards i wont ask u anymore things that u are not interested.

i thought this matter was sorted out a few months ago,yet the same feeling came back again. the feeling of upset came back.the exact feeling.u kept telling me u understand u know,but no?u are still back to old self.i feel so useless because i thought i could help u,but in the end u are still the same.

no matter what, i dont care whether u change or not,i dont care whether u see me as one or not, i dont care whether u care because i told myself no matter what happens,i will smile and i will keep on smiling.

i guess its time i should prioritize.
dont make someone ur priority when u are just an option.i will rmb this.
i think i should stop pleasing people and make myself feel upset.

this is random but i seriously miss school.
I MISS :
-walking around school during changing of lessons.
-going over to 511 for chinese lessons
-doing random things to make class mates laugh
-playing floorball in class
-the times where we brought food to class in sec 3 and its was dining session for different periods
-the school canteen
-the com lab where we will surf the net more than we do our project.
-pe lessons in the field cause we get to run like crazy people all over the place
-the DnT block(right ys?)
-playing basketball after school while waiting for night study to commence
-sleeping in class
-laughing at teachers when they pronounce the word wrongly(nope im not trying to be mean.)
-laughing at classmates when they do silly things
-arguing with yinsuan during lessons over some lame stuff and each other's shoulder during lessons(cause we were so-sleepy that we supported each others not-able-to-let-teacher-find-out that we are slping.)
-arguing with audrey during maths and she asking me to "keep quiet leh"cause im forever making-so-much-noise.
-playing tap tap revenge with sihui during recesses
-disturbing syazana during lessons
-playing badminton in school
-sitting together in one straight row
-the classroom
-during the time in sec3 where all sec 3s were in the same level
-the time where yinsuan and i walk pass 304 to call siting and eunice to go to the toilet tgt
-sitting in parade aquare
-standing in front of the parade square for punishment
-staying back for group study
-qssp(queensway self study programme)
-meeting vb girls(bernice,ryshire,brenda,yunhui)after school
-meeting people from different levels
-climbing the stairs although we always complain that graduating classes should be at the ground floor
-sitting in canteen during recess till the teachers chase us back to class room
-reading programme in the school hall,level contact and assembly
-setting up the volleyball net
-the humanities room where we have air condition lessons for the entire year
-doing class duties
-playing outside the corridor at level 6 and making so much noise
-mr wong coming up to us to ask us chem question and if we dont know he will step on our feets
-seeeing mr chua for consultations
-getting scolding from ms ong
-practically miss all the teachers,can never name them one by one because they did so many things for us, and i sincerly thank them.although we often make them angry,but still deep down they care for us. thks for everything teachers and also the graduation performance, not forgetting the awesome 2009 cohort.

thinking back,i always wanted to get out of school,but now,i feel like staying there and not leave,study leave makes me realise how much i miss my sec school life. we really did many awesome things in school and the prgrammes the schoool planned (although we always complain"waste time leh")but still i miss those days where we have endless courses in school.

I told myself to be happy from this moment.
And I'm really happy for you.
And i know you have chosen the right choice this time.
Take good care,All the best.

i miss my awesome 2008/09 team mates.
i miss volleyball.
i miss trainings.
i miss playing at siloso beach.
im looking forward to volleyball vietnam trip this year.
cant wait for Os to be over.

right i was absent from school yesterday cause was down with fever flu and sore throat..well i was actually enjoying my sleep, then yinsuan called,two seconds later, audrey called, after that was sihui.dang i swear i was so slpy that i hang up all of those calls. and about 30 min later this was what happened:

yinsuan called and say:hey i very hungry lehhh how how?
me:go eat lah!*hang up*

audrey called:eh i very thirsty leh how?
me:go drink all u want lah no one stop u*hang up*

sihui called and before she called i was thinking of what to say, so i told myself i will say:(u stomach pain is it?go toilet lah)
and true enough sihui told me this:eh i very urgent leh i want go toilet!how how??
me:u want tell me u stomach pain is it?go lah go lah dont disturb me!*hang up*

hahah although they disturbed my slp but still they made my day and after that i couldnt go back to slp!love you girls.

went back to sch sick.was excused was afternoon classes:(

after graduation, badminton game with tchers headed home shower and chuntin for dinner,gosh we had dinner at like 830pm when my usual dinner is like 630pm!gosh we were all so hungry..anws after that we planned to catch a midnight show, hmm so we still have alot of time, so went to grandmas place to slack,left and bus-ed to chinatown, and headed for movies!gosh i swear i was sleepy-and-freezing in the cinema, practically dying,and gy and i fell aslp,how awesome.reached home at 2am slpt and lesson was at 10am.and gosh,i overslept and was late.

Graduation!

right all these pics are from graduation on fri,well there are more,but im so lazy to upload them.

hmm lessons were pretty normal, first two periods we were free cause tcher was on mc i think?yeaa..so spent it one studying a while and catching up some slp..hmm ss was fun, tcher came in and started distributing sweets!and she gave us each a key chain with and phrase on it, thank you tcher,after sch went to look for tcher to get my report card, and yeaa she used us as cheap labour to pack graduation stuff for her..and lessons for lucky 7 was cancelled too,so practically lessons were cancelled for the whole week!we wanted to stay for to ask question for physics but the tcher was no where to be seen, so we thought he may be free at 330..we waited and we had bball match!

on a lighter note, we will be graduating tmr!how awesome.but im gonna miss sch, like i attended sch for 5 yrs in qss and leaving there makes me sad,memories with friends and tchers, all the punishment and achievements we had, and all the scoldings and naggings will soon come to an end.although some of us wil have to go back next week, still we will be upset because our tchers will be performing and giving us our graduating cert.thinking about makes me excited yet at the same time,sad:(

lessons were pretty awesome today, except got scolded by*****like wtf?whatever u say is right, did u ever bother about listening to our explanation before screaming at us like some mad cow?put YOURSELF in other people's shoe and understand our situation, u think we wanna lose those things?u think we wanna go report during ur effing lesson?no.
if u think u are a great person, then singapore would snow because if were ever get an A1 for ur effing sub, singapore will snow and pigs will fly.pls think twice before yelling at us like nobody's business, GET YOUR EFFING FACTS RIGHT FIRST. we respect u and i hope u will respect us in return.

after school headed to paragon with audrey because i wanted to get my ipod cover and phone cover, but in the end we went to the kids shop to shop..left town ard 4ish and home,fell aslp,dinner and headed to tampines to see the Chinese physician, dang he wrapped my leg, and tmr is the last pe of the year:(

hmmm tired from exercisers on friday and saturday:(
badminton on friday with mates
swimming on sat with cousin
dang tired:(


Editted---

lunch with mom today and shopping too!
shopping shop shop shop and in the end got a new phone cause mom have got a 300 voucher so yup just use it.awesome.mom shopped at desigual which is like freaking ex clothes and i treated her to bakerzin okayy..dinner with dad and aunt..beijing duck!awesome.
and arsenal won with a marvelous score of 6-2
way to go gunners!