been neglecting my cliques and vb teammates so much now.
everyone is so busy with their own lives and im getting lazier and lazier each day.
everyone is working or studying everyday while im just home..slacking.
i feel so bored not working and i seriously miss working in RH.

and get ur effing facts right.i choose to work there because i really enjoy working with the kids and NOT to go there to play with the staffs.and excuse me,so what if the staff and i are close?its cause we all are at around the same age..too bad u are way off from our age.enough okay.enough about bitching about us alright,i didnt do ANYTHING FUCKING THING TO U.pls just get ur facts right.all of us know whos the one slacking and not doing HER job well enough.we all know,but we kept quiet because u are our senior.and U as a senior didn't even SET good example to us,what makes u think that u are right?so what if u are the senior teacher,u think u have the PRIVILEGE to slack,bitch and boss us around?oh please,please look into the mirror seriously.wtf man seriously.

i rather be jobless than let anyone malign me for things which i DIDN'T do.

i miss school.
i miss having trainings and vb outing tgt.
i miss going to the beach with vb cliques.
i miss everyone who use to be around me.
i miss RH kids and staff.

The day.

Thanks hazel for the gift,really an unexpected one!
Elephant loves Moo Moo Cow forever!haha sorry for spoiling ur surprise,but hey i rushed back okay,and i was sweating like a mad cow u know!and there u were laughing like crazy!haha aww anws really thanks for the present,the gift made me stun for awhile when i opened it.im looking forward to see my family nxt week!u made me feel guilty sometimes for bullying u:(okay i'll let u bite me okay?fair?hahha thank you so so so much,love you lots!

Thank you guiying,rosabel,audrey and sihui for the gift!haha u girls know i really love adidas right!hahah thanks!love u all!:)
thank you for always being there for me when im down or needed guidance throughout the years in sch and i swear i really do miss sch and the times where we all have chinese banding and classes at different places,i miss sitting beside all of u and i miss bullying laoshi with gy n bel and i miss audrey asking me to "keep quiet leh"during lessons,and sihui playing tap tap with me during recess:(i miss all those times in school,and thks for the dinner,although the surprise wasnt carried out,but still its the thoughts that counts right!

and thanks to those who wished me.there are too many to be named,thank you so so much.

and lastly..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF AND QUACK QUACK!

FINALLY 18.

Right firstly happy birthday to all january babies!

1)Dominic-3rd jan
2)Brother-10th jan
3)Ryshire-12th jan
4)Pamela-13th jan
5)Yinsuan-14th jan
6)Gu Zhang-17th jan
7)Bernice-18th jan
8)Aunty-20th jan
9)cousin-23th jan
10)carolyn-24th jan
11)mom-28th jan

awesome so many jan babies!
right im off from work for 2 weeks,hopefully i can go back to Rh:(super love that place.
kids there are super adorable.
and dam im sick,down with cough and flu...again!
and i drank like more than 2litres of water yest.dam keep going to the toilet,but lucky i drank otherwise i will be getting sore throat from durian:(

dad and sis

sis and bro:)

dad and mum:)

ahh these pics are like 3 weeks ago i think?dinner at novena!
ahh i will slowly post pics up,dam lots of pics but im so lazy to sort it up:(

"That which does not kill me, makes me stronger."

thks cousin for ur advice.
i seriously hope sim accepts me.
its gonna be a long tough road.i hope i can hang in there.
i feel like giving up everything right at this moment.seriously.
i disappoint far to many people,i can only say sorry,but the disappointment lasts forever.
dont hate me,because im already hating myself and its enough.

i'm so dissapointed in myself.
what should i do now?:'(

this is so unexpected.
mayb i use the wrong way to study for. it.
wasted one yr in sch.
mom keep asking me to go ite.but.i.dont.want.
i hate myself.

happy new year.its a new year new start new beginning.
hope things in 2010 will be smoother and i wish everyone around me good health and happiness.

right,i felt like a loner staying home on countdown!was in sch the whole morn,went over to meet friends at holland v..and rush back to school,after sch went to amk hub,wanted to catch a movie but man the queue was so effing long.so dropped the idea,instead went to my friends house to pick her son up to go shopping!gosh shopping with kids are tedious..and so we decided to drop her kid at home and we went to the void deck to slack.and we came up with this idea of going to THE NIGHT SAFARI!omg i swear it was dam random!so we bus-ed down to ngiht safari,well done,so many ppl and we took like 20 min to queue for the tram ride!after that we headed home cause we were so tired..thank god i got home at 9ish and the train wasnt crowded yet,11ish gy came over and slack till 1ish..what an awesome conuntdown night:)