tiring and hectic day.man time passes so fast that i could barely enjoy physics practical, dang i nv finish physics practical on time:( anws was home early and brenda limmy called, she came and VACUUM all my food away.:(now im left with nothing.thks limmy.

yay finally submitted coursework A and B after soooo longgg!!!!finally seen the project being handed in!gosh we had like 2hrs of fnn today and guess what we did, just sit there and do our own things as teacher wants to mark the file, so we slack talked studied and she said "U CAN DO WHATEVER EXCEPT USING THE COMPUTER"haha we were all so obedient that none of us switch on the computer..yet at 845 we couldnt resist, ys drey and i used the com!hahahah ys and i started the idea on playing viwawa!hahah awesome right.. we played mahjong then sushido and we kept talking so yeaa i guess tcher knew we were playing buy she didnt say anything...until bell rang we were still playing, she said"eh can ur go for recess?stop playing.dont think i dont know ah."hahaha she was so cute, so after school went back to touch up and finally she marked are submitted them!yay fnn project is over, now im worried of the grades i would get:(

dang the whole school is having exam, and i thought recess would be like lesser people and we can avoid the queue yet today we went down, there were like 2x more ppl-.-so effing pissed so we decided to da pao up.breakfast in class was awesome:)

i miss my laughing gas very much:(

lessons after school was cancelled, yay. so had lunch ryshire, because poor ducky was so sad, but anws after that she was okay:)CHOCOLATE MOUSSE WAS AWESOME RIGHT DUCKY??!hmmm her dad fetched me home and yes i went straight to bathe and Randi called and told me she lost her phone, poor girl and she became my alarm clock!she volunteer to wake me up, true enough she did, she disturb my slp:(


There's this place in me where your finger prints still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.


I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.

oh gosh, im so effing tired!
sat:i woke up seven and went to jog and had breakfast at sixth avenue and back to grands place.meet aunt and my sis for dinner, sushi tei!gosh i seriously got no appetite to eat anything cause i feel really fat, i only had breakfast and light dinner:(, after that headed to surprise and cheer brenda limmy up!poolside session was awesome, we had starbucks with chocolate cake, of course i didnt eat, she ate the whole piece..hahah one fat bitch!yup i was complaining that the time passed so slow because we talked alot and i reach there at 930 but we talked so long and the time was only 10.05!goshh real slow...so we continued talking, playing tap tap revenge and listen to music and counting stars!then it was like 12am plus, that bitch suggested watching twilight in her room, gosh i swear i was bored to death because im never interested in that show and she even didnt allow me to take a dam nap, so i was so obedient that i sat and started drawing graph,awesome huh.i left her place at around 2am plus and headed home,and great mum didnt scold and brother wasnt even home, and sis just got home not long ago:)
sun:woke up at freaking 9 am, helped my uncle till 1 pm and got called by brenda limmy again to acc her..and now im home, waiting for the time to pass to meet ryshire to give her a surprise!

i miss:
-arguing with ys during lessons over me and ****and she and ****
-audrey asking me to "keep quiet leh"during lessons
-sihui and her "ehh *****so cute"
-calling joey shifu!
-rosabel making me laugh during chinese
-talking to gy during chinese to irritate the teacher
-ryshire and her lame jokes
-bernice and her high pitch voice
-brenda and her "make-me-feel-hungry-when-i-see-her-feeling"
i wanna see all of them tmr:(

btw,happy birthday daddy.

It's weird... When you finally think you're over someone, and then you hear a song, see a picture, or do something that reminds you of them, and for those few minutes, they're all you can think about. And something in the back of your mind is telling you that you're not over them.

I can't explain love the way other people can, I don't even know if I've ever been in love, but I do know the feeling I get when I'm around you; when I'm not with you it only makes me want you more. You do something to me - I can't really explain it, but whatever it is, I don't ever want to forget it.

this post is specially for guiying!cheer up girl!tmr will be a better day:)

coach:)

photos of last year's vb team going to Vietnam.

hmm lets see, i cant wait for Os to be over!theres so many things that i can do!my mum even planned for a holiday trip, and yes we are going to japan!and before that i think i have decided to go with vb team to Vietnam!gosh so awesome!so gonna get more adidas shirt from there! really cant wait for Os to be over!hmmm i just gotta hang in there and everything will be fine!yes yes im gonna tackle those effing hard question to at least score a B3!dang dang dang...i cant wait for hols.

i mustn't give up.
i need to hang. on.
just a while more i'll be free.
i cannot waste my 10 yrs of effort to flunk my Os.
just do what is right, everything will be fine.

anws today was great.grp study was cancelled so i wanted to head home to really sleep, cause i was effing tired!but after that gy,ys and hui hui as me to join them to play basketball before night class.so yup rushed home changed and went back to sch, great i finally get to sweat all i want to at least lose some fats, after that ard 6pm we went hawker to have dinner and we saw our tcher, so i sat with her and ys too, but my GOOD FRIEND tys dumped me with her!dam so i had my dinner with my beloved teacher.then went back to school to had night class, all of us were like drained after playing and stuff..but we managed to survive!we left at 845 and i reached home at 915..dang tired tired tired:(

i hope this will come to an end soon.

"bernice lied to me"*pouts

"so what u want now?not happy is it?"

Fight FIGHT

Another moment HUG each other again-.-

"look at my duckkyyy"

"bernice ate my mousse:("

yup went ikea with ryshire and bernice again..hmm cause today class was cancelled so yup went to ikea with bernice first as ryshire had chi oral, so bernice and i studied for a while until ryshire came..and the fight started!lol really love them, super adorable kids:D

lessons was pretty okay..the day passed very fast, lessons were like short and sweet but more and more practise papers:( yup got to go, audrey's coursework B is waiting for me!poor girl got to redo her coursework B.:(

"come bus come"

yup, pictures for today.we studied at starbucks and we got chased, they said that study time is only till 4pm.-.- okay so we walked out and went to the big grass patch to take pics!then after that we headed to esplanade lib and studied for about an hour plus, after that headed to vivo for dinner and now home.yes im tired.

There is nothing you need to do to deserve happiness. There are no 'minimal requirements' for you to fulfill before you can claim happiness. You deserve happiness simply by virtue of having been born. That's it. Nothing more is required. Be happy.


I'll be happy from this moment onwards.nothings gonna bring me down.
although there are times i will be sad again, but then again i would tell myself:
just a smile and everything will be fine.


anws yesterday's 20/09/2009 was spent at grand's place because it was my brothers birthday!then again food was simply awesome, but i felt hungry again at 10pm:(but i didnt eat i went to sleep straight away!hmmm i need to hit the books soon, meeting the girls to study today.laters!

oh and and i planned my nxt saturday plans with my aunt and sis:
sat morning:1)morning exercise
2) breakfast
3)study in the afternoon
4)sushi tei for dinner!(aunt's treat!yay)

so yup this is my baby cousin, now i can show the fatso(audrey) that my cousin is so cute and the photos are so much nicer.anws woke up, met randi, we chat and headed to citylink and we walked aimlessly and back in bukit timah.awesome.went for an evening jog and ate super little for dinner, but still ate snacks while watching soccer.:(feel so fat!

anws arsenal vs wigan:4-0
go go gunners!
i love fabregas!!:)

I had a heart and it was true. It fled from me and went to you. Be kind to it as I have done, for you have two and I have none.

It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared, will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

more pictures from last week.
let the mugging session begin....
40 days.




"the saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you."